I ask myself all the time if I’m a good artist, I don’t even know anymore. I once drew all the time but now I rarely do and I don’t know why and it’s hurts to think about. I’ve drawn most of my life and I thought it was the only thing I was truly good at. 21 years old and yet I’m still an amateur, I don’t know what happened to make me end up here as completely nothing when others do it so much better and they have more success. I don’t want to stop doing art, it’s a part of me and I can’t just kill it. I’m just a fucking mess, I wish I wasn’t, I wish I knew how to be better.